I'm tired of all of these things but you don't know, I'm tired of all these things, but I won't let it show. I'm tired of feeling all this pain, I'm tired of pretending to always be sane. I'm tired of hiding behind my mask, I'm tired of every single tiny little task. I'm tired of being weak, of being rejected, I'm tired of acting strong, just like I'm expected. I'm tired of putting on a plastic smile, I'm tired of having to wait all this while. I'm tired of having to put up with this fight, I'm tired of never once feeling alright. But I'm mostly tired of this one voice inside of my head, because it's always telling me that I'd be better off dead.
