I thought- oh I thought
There was something more
As I flip through the photos
Images fade and blur
Your smile changes
to a lovesick frown
I can't help but think
I'm toxic
Let's go back
Even though we can't-
Can't go back anymore
To the way it was before
Separation sets in
I can't let this in
I can't let this get to me
But I can't shake it
This weakness I've always had
I care when there's no longer a reason
When there's no longer something worth striving for
I flip through the memories
My pain distorting everything
I close my eyes and I see nothing
Nothing... because that's what it was
It was nothing
Even though it felt like everything
A toxic situation
Nothing more.
Yet I'm left with every single regret
I'll replay everything that was said
And I'll realize there's nothing left
Nothing left to be said.....
