But But it's it's so Sad

This sadness is the kind of sadness
found at the streets in my dreams - the type
people feel but they don't see
it's like a stream of rain falling on shoulders
showering every bit of skin
into soak clothes: heavy clothes
the baggage of souls.

This sadness isn't the type
people cry, it is the type of sadness
that strolls when the sun comes out:
it's found in its light, through rays, and clouds.
Somewhere where this kind of feel
let's me be but doesn't let me be,
And I want but I don't want
to look at the sky.

It's the type of sadness
that walks straight to your face, speaks
to your ears and tells you,
"everything will be alright"
but it's so sad, it's so sad
the sadness I feel
in my heart.