Youv been on my mind and I do not Know why,
Everything is long gone that's including a try,
From the night I messed up everything was a blurr,
I drank myself dumb to forget where we were,
I was numb for a while and enjoying to sin,
Id isolate much to forget where wed been,
I took all the blame and destructed myself,
I never was the same or happy with someone else,
One night I woke up from a blackout I guess,
All the pain that I hid all the anger and stress,
My breathing was short and I just couldn't stop,
Alone in the dark with those tears and no hop,
Im writing this down and I do not know why,
Everything is long gone and I don't wanna try.
