Gone

Yes I know you are gone because I broke up with you,
Yes I know I messed up yet again,
If only my heart stayed true,
Hearing about you talking to your ex now has me in pain.

I can't hold this in a minute longer,
Damn it I love you fool,
I used to think that I was so much stronger,
I now realize that I am the tool.

I hurt you so bad but now you are speaking with her,
Speaking of your guy's past,
I start crying and everything is a blur,
How could a love like ours die so fast?

Now you are gone and out of my life,
I wish I could hold you like I used to,
I start to think of ending this with a knife,
I am so sorry for the things I have put you through.

Maybe it is best that you are gone,
Maybe now you can be treated better,
Maybe I will take my life at dawn,
Maybe I will tell you how I really feel in a letter.

Goodbye my one and only,
I am sorry for this,
Now you don't have to feel lonely,
I am gone so you can have some bliss.