So lost at the time and blind to the facts that nobody cares but GOD,
All the things that I gave and the care that I showed was forgotten without a nod,
With a flip of the wrist and a clutch of my head the deal was made and done,
I heard mothaf**ker and just felt the pressure and im glad I didn't have a gun,
I reached for my neck I thought it was water and everything went to a blurr,
I remember the lights but not too much more I rode in a helicopter,
The catheter was pulled and up I arose with cops tellin me I was wanted,
So I left ICU and went off to jail by this experience iv somewhat been haunted,
No not from the scar but more from the fact that anybody can make you bleed,
The Lord spared my life and now I have hope for living a life ill succeed.
