Seeking self improvement she runs, One thousand miles away, she runs
trying to make a change she hides, for five months she locks herself away
Now here I sit, not understanding, I wait....
Not knowing why, I think....
The girl tries to say she is happy, like she doesn't realize that I can see into her
That I can see the things in the deepest darkest corners of her heart and mind
So now here i sit, thinking....
The girl whom I fell so fast and so much in love with will never return...
That girl is off to make a change, a change in herself....
So now, though their days are filled with loneliness, and the nights are long and cold
They reach, so hopelessly for another in the dark knowing that all that will come is the loneliness.....
Now here I sit, alone with my thoughts,
By myself with my fear, anger, and depression...
Never a pleasant time...
I realize now that the girl who left shall never return.
That girl is gone....
That girl who was perfect in every way vanished.
She ran to make a change.
I just hope that the girl who comes back to me will be too,
I just hope that girl is still the one, and that her heart will still belong to me....
-crying-
