I'm sorry

I'm sorry I'm mean
I'm sorry I'm loud
Believe me it's not
Something that makes me proud

I'm sorry I'm distant
I'm sorry I'm cold
Sometimes I just wish
You would leave me alone

I'm sorry I cry
I'm sorry I'm alive
But I need you here
Please just understand my side

I'm sorry I'm aggressive
I'm sorry I'm a mess
I know it gets hard sometimes
But I need you to get my message

I'm sorry I threaten to leave
I need you please believe
If I wanted to go
I would've left by now
But I really need you near me

I'm sorry I'm no
Fairytale princess
To insecure to wear a dress
Even worse to wear a skirt
No doubt my hair is a frizzy mess
But you cruel words aren't needed
They just hurt

In sorry
For my insecurities
I used to believe I was pretty
I've been so run down
That every hurtful thing has just hit me

I'm sorry for my
Lack of trust
I do believe in you
Just need reassured
Your words & where about are true

I'm sorry I'm needy
Sometimes I just
Need to feel you need me

I'm sorry my past
Has left me with
So much baggage
But ive been through a lot
And its all
Part of my package

I'm sorry I'm me
Not what you could fore see
The picture isn't pretty
And you struggle to get me