Beautiful yet sad you had your life played out with this person but death got to him and even though it's been so long the pain feel's like it was yesterday this has alot of emotion to it sadness readers feel your pain how you suppose to move on you have no idea truely ik what you mean here salfie p&l midnight sky

This I agree is very sad and I really loved the questionsyou asked in the first stanza. They are very true. Yes you can miss someone more and mmore. It seems this person misses their first love and in time they are missing them more and more. Here I really liked how you gave the character a voice (the person they are missing I mean). It seems like this person was a great person for them. Though this person hurt you, you fell in love. We all miss the memories of a person or what was. No one really wants to move on from their first love but to grow we must. Beautiful and sad write.

I once was told that you can't lose something you never had. It was heartbreaking. We you lose somebody by death it is even harder because you was not given a fair chance.