You want to know whats wrong? Well...
Am I crazy?
Love is confusing but its real! Its strong. Its amazing.
Its mine and so is she.
She makes me happy and it makes me doubt myself.
Im not sure why. Like I said im probably crazy.
I would do anything and everything for her.
Yet I always feel like I could do more.
I guess im trying to be the best boyfriend ever.
Maybe im doing it because I care so much.
Or maybe I just want her to know she means so much to me.
I love her...that much is obvious.
So why? Why is this so difficult?
I try and I try and I get moved farther away.
But my reason for trying is her,
And yet it is her that wont allow me to be there.
Yes ive been known to be some pretty bad things,
But I am never that way to her.
She is my all, my one.
And even so I cant have her.
Its unfair really. I care so much and gain so little.
I don't want a million dollars,
Or a scholarship to the best school in the world.
I don't even want a perfect relationship.
I just want to be happy with her
But it doesn't work.
I can make it work.
I can treat her special like noone else,
But I don't have the chance and it kills me.
You want to know whats wrong?
I seek semething so great, so pure,
From someone I love so much.
The problem is she isnt happy because theres too much...
I just want to know.
I want to find out.
I want to understand...
What did I do?
And if nothings wrong why cant we just try?
