Russell Jackson I love you RESTINPARADISE

To the most amazing man I've ever met;

Refuses to give up on me no matter what I do
Unique in so many ways I really love you
Seen me at my worst but still cares
Sends me butterflies with his stares
Everytime were together makes me fall in love all over again
Listens to my troubles and doubts from within
Lets me cry on his shoulder when everything is falling apart

Just saying, but he already knows he has my heart,
Always cares even when I make him mad
Can always count on him to be there when I'm sad
Kind of makes me weak just to feel his touch
Seriously the only man I've ever cared for so much
Only person in this world I can truly count on in my life
No pressure at all, but I hope someday I am lucky enough to be his wife ;)

There's something about you, I can feel it deep,
Your someone special to me so I'll do whatever to keep,
You give me reason and show me there's no need to cry,
You give me wings and let my soul fly.

I've never doubted our love so true,
If it wasn't for you my heart would still be blue,
I can't thank you enough for bringing me out of the dark,
Honestly you will forever hold a big place in my heart.

Gods sent me an Angel to save me from my fall,
So deep and real, I'm glad I answered fates call,
I'm finally myself again and it's all thanks to you,
Turned my world upside right it's more than true.

The kind of person to make me strong when I am weak,
The only one who can push me when the mountains look so steep,
Never thought I'd be so lucky to find a man like you,
Someone who will be there to help make my dreams come true.

My worlds come crashing around me and you were with me,
Sometimes I wake up and think this can't be,
I have my other half, my soul mate, my heart,
I knew you were my one and only from the start.
I love you

I just wanted to say I wrote this before I lost my love, this was the last poem I wrote him.. It might just be my last poem ever..