Poison

You weren't there
When I needed you the most
You didn't answer
I was never the first one you chose.

When my world crumbled
On top of my weak shield
I sat there and trembled
Because with you I had to keep my emotions concealed.

I will never forget
The way you made me feel
You complained how I was always upset
But never bothered to help me heal.

I lied down on the cold bathroom floor
Blood flowing down my skin
My head against the locked door
You had the power to create my pain within.

I never really understood
How you could tell me you loved me
When in your words I was never any good
And you and I would never be we.

I gave you everything
But I wasn't enough
You couldn't give anything
Not even when you had all my trust.

Good bye.