Writing the first lines is always troublesome
Choosing the right words is a challenge
Have to manage to keep a balance
Between my friendship with you
And how I actually feel about you
I fight a continuous struggle within myself
Needing to remember I'm "just a friend"
But at times it difficult to control them
There are moments were I want to tell you
You're so beautiful
You're smile makes my days
You're eyes are as a window to another world
Maybe I've just gone a little insane
Or is this what they call happiness
It's hard to tell you how you make me feel
Because I know I'm not what you need
What I have with you, I surely don't want to lose
So I put my emotions away
Hoping maybe one day they will come out again
But as of today I have to see you "just as a friend"
