Her cry for help

Hey ask why.
Why do you cut yourself?
All she says is what do you do when your emotions are running so strong and you feel like you are losing yourself.

Then she hears all of the whispers.
wow shes a cutter?
that's so dumb and stupid.
she is probably doing it to get attention.
well she does all she knows.
she cant help it.
she has the blade in her hand.
pressed against her for arm.
and slices.

she feels only a sting.
then the sting goes away.
she looks at the blood flowing freely down her arm.
she looks at all of the blood soaked paper towels.
all she see is her getaway.
from all of the shit in her life.
knowing its a temporary fix.
like a drug.

you are only high for a while.
its the same with cutting.
you cut part of yourself to get rid of all of the pain you feel. you feel a little happiness.
only for a short while.
she is kicking and screaming for help.
but no one can hear her plead.
she is begging on her knees.
but again on one can hear her cries or screams.
when on one comes to her aid.
she grabs the blade.

the only way for her to getaway.
is to slice deeply in to her flesh.
looking at the crimson colored drops.
she feels better even though its for a short while.
when the happiness disappears.
she repeats the action again.
only this time she falls.
and hits her head.

only then people hear her screams.
now they are begging for her to wake up.
when she wakes.
she asks why.

why were you to late?
why didn't you hear my cries for help?