Feeling so lost so alone
Has become normal for me
Depression and pain is my home
A place only I can see
My friends try to reach in
But there is an invisible wall
I hide every thing under the skin
And try to get away from it all
But it is with me every minute of every day
The crying and the pain
My life has become different shades of grey
I wish I could slide a knife across my vein
I wish all this would go away
Each day I get a little stronger
And learn to act like I'm fine
Each day I put off talking to you a little longer
One day I will be happy again
And one day I will smile again
But Until then I will just keep going on how I am
