I see your face in my mind while your away,being aside you feels so right,through all ive been through in life I think if I lost you it would bring the worst of pain;
I yern for your touch while your away,the feeling I get while holding you makes me feel home as if all the pain in life fled away;
We have our own problems within ourselves that we sometimes bring into our relationship yet both of us fight for a better chance in life together...For a future!
From time to time we allow ourselves to get lost in the bullshit,it consumes us and turns our being into a monster,instead of fighting,instead of arguing I'd rather kiss your soft lips,make up before anything begins and move on;
From time to time we become unbalanced,letting our emotions get to our better being,we sabotage our relationship do to anger and instead we should be cherishing every moment together...
All i want is to be with you forever,have a family that grows and lives life in humility aside you,i picture waking to your smile like before all the problems started,I picture closing my eyes at night with you in my arms;
All I want is for god to hear my prayers,for you too come back,for my crying at night to stop and for us to be with one another again,I know my mistakes,I know what to change, I'm at equal fault in this and I would like to go back to treating you like the queen you are,like the angel that I see every time I look at you...
I'm sorry that things have been difficult for the both of us,I'm sorry for being an idiot and total jackass,I hope and pray to god that your able to forgive me and stay fighting with me,without you I don't know what'd I do!!!
