The Ink is my Soul

I've been pouring my Soul through this pen,
To put my Heart on this paper,
It's not the tears I've shed that matter,
It's the ones that have never fallen...

I've given you my all,
Literally my all,
Everything I am is yours to keep,
And yet you just don't seem to want it...

I'm not a good man,
I'm not a strong man,
I'm not brave or bold,
I'm not amazing...

But with you,
Around you,
I'm all that and more,
I become better to be a part of your world...

But sometimes this knife goes to deep,
And you harm with no intent,
And I'm left here rebuilding myself,
Rethinking my life...

All for the small fact,
That the thing I love most about you,
Is what's making this so painful,
I'll love you forever even if I have to wait that long...