Here for you always... hope it helped to write this poem and release the emotions. I liked the repeat of "tell me" and the flow of your thoughts. The realization that you can't be there for every little moment, every journey of his childhood struck me with such sadness.

Stay strong and that day will come soon, you know it!

This reminds me of poems I used to write as just letting all of your feelings out and they make for the best poems to me because they are very realistic. First thing I noticed is the dialogue. I love the use of dialogue in poems because I believe it enhances the poem and you did a good job here. I also like the use of "tell me" because I think you are wanting to believe everything that has happened to you and you are trying to cope. It's always hard when you lose someone you love. It saddens me how good people always get hurt. The use of questions is great too. Yiu are asking the reader if they have ever left like you and all the pain you are connected to. There is so much sadness in this. Anyway. The last line is the one that hits you hardest. "How would you survive" . I like how you seem to ask the reader this as well. It honestly would be difficult. I don't know half the pain you feel but you are a fighter and strong from what I can tell. Anyways. Beautiful poem very sad and heartfelt.

Oh it's truly beautiful the message was just there for all to get and feel it's really a beautiful message 5/5

-Onyx