And when you finally get what you asked for
you then realize
that whatever you've been wanting for
is not what you've want all along.
When you finally realize
that it's not what you want
then you noticed
that it is too late.
You want to do everything and anything
just to get him back
but you're too late
because it is now a love and hate.
You want it back to the way it was
back when everything was normal
now that he decided he's moving on
You realize you want him back because you don't want to be alone.
You want to scream
cry until their is no tears
then you realized that you made that decision,
and noticed that the decision you made was one of your fears.
Fears of being alone
being unloved
being unwanted
being hated by your one true love.
It's the worst decision I've made so far
and If I could only go back
I would do anything
but it is too late. He is done.
