I had a spell

A spell came over me

No idea how , where, and when

It kidnapped me and forced me to follow the shadow

All scary i did

Had positive in something to reach it

Opened right door in this life

Hélas! happiness , paradise went away

While the world goes running by

Now i feel it so vanishing

After passed the time away

I am newthing

Getting back me

Leaving my soul, my body

Falling in its sleep

The beautiful life , the best memories call me

So as to help me

I wonder if it had really gone ?

Meditating the life again

With my all awareness

Should it say ?

My life ENDED or BEGAN ?