Living in my head

My head is always spinning
Telling me I'm never good enough
Always trying so hard
To never get to far

Don't know what to think
Don't know what to do
All I know
Is that I love you

I do, I love you.

So many thoughts, so many feelings
So many tears, so many fears
Trying to straighten them in my head
I shouldn't be left alone

To afraid to move
But to afraid to stand still
It's so insanely frustrating
Living in my head.

I Wish I could get out
But I'm to scared to leave
No one will ever know what it's like,
to be me.

I try so damn hard!
To be that perfect girl
Nobody wants me.
Hell I don't even want to be me!

I don't blame you
for leaving me here to drown.
You were the only thing
keeping me afloat.

You know that though, don't you...