Depression Consumes Me

by Toxic Wonderland   Apr 12, 2014


All I Feel Is pain
I'm Stuck In This dark place
My Thighs Have Gained Color
But There's A Smile on My face

I Don't Want to see another day
I'm Trapped in my own personal hell
Since She Left I've Felt So numb
Feeling Like a Prisoner Trapped In A Dark Forgotten cell

You'll never see my tears
Not even when i cry myself to sleep
I'm Trapped In Depression
But you"ll never know how deep

My smile Is Always fake
You'll never understand how i feel
I'm Silently Screaming out in pain
But no one notices that my cry for help is real

I'm in love with the blade
But She'll never heal My shattered heart
She's The only Thing That Keeps Ne Feeling Alive
She's The one Who keeps me from falling apart

Last Night I Cut My Thighs
Suicide was So Heavy in my mind
I have Nothing left to look forward to
I've Left Everything behind

I don't have anything left of a heart
I'm empty inside
I just want to die
oh baby if you only knew I'm the queen of suicide

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  • 7 years ago

    by Scott Cole

    Sorry u feel that way but its a great poem....

    • 7 years ago

      by Toxic Wonderland

      Thank you, this was actually one of my first poems, I wrote it in middle and posted it on here when I was in high school. I haven't really written much in the last couple of years but i'm actually thinking about starting up again and posting more on here.

  • 10 years ago

    by Beautiful Soul

    I think a lot of people will connect to the poem. There are a couple of things to point out that I've seen in a lotof other poems lately. The capital letters at the startof each stanza and no punctuation. It takes away the flow but that's just me. :).

    I loved the message of the poem here because I can relate well. You did a good job to capture the feelings of depression inside the person who is suffering. The story is really good because it doesn't seem to stray from the main objection of sadness overall. I do not however like the title much because I don't think the poem is about suicide per se, it's more about the feelings that make you think about suicide. The wording of like cutting and sadness makes you relaese that pain and to me thats where you should target the title. But good poem overall!

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