Suicide my only option

Suicide is an option, the easy way out the easy way of escaping the pain and hurt I feel everyday, going somewhere where there Is nothing, no one just the sound of Silence, knowing I don't have to feel anymore that I will no longer suffer in this world

Where I don't feel like I belong, no more searching for the feeling of happiness,no more Meds no feelings or pain, leaving everything behind saying goodbye, suffering for years Sleepless nights and nightmares that feel like reality, waking up screaming tears streaming down my face, soaking wet from sweat my decision has been made

As i tie the noose I feel like it's real, I'm not dreaming anymore I hang it up and step on the chair, it goes tight around my neck I can barley breath I feel as though I'm chocking, this is it my body goes numb I can no longer feel I close my eyes and let it be, no more tears, pain no more living my life in fear