There is a big difference between the person I am now and the one I want to be.
Living the everyday by going with the flow in comparison to a career a future a dream.
Is this really for me?
I am the type that never knows what I want in life, I just live it day by day.
So what can I say about today?
In my country I would be what they consider successful, but am I really?
Having a job, paying the bills and going to work makes me the responsible one but it does not make me feel complete.
Empty.
Empty to think, is this it?
Is this why I came to this country for?
Is this really it?
Keeping my life together does not make me successful; it just says that I work as hard as the next guy.
So what is there for me?
I guess I will have to figure it out just like the next guy.
I'm stuck in a world full of questions not answers.
