I'm so hopelessly crazy in love with you...

Thank you for putting up with me
I know it's hard for you to do
Don't give up on me yet, Patrick
I have always been patient with you

There's a unique connection between us
That we both can't fight or deny
We are pulled together like magnets
Our emotions will be forever intertwined

I feel helpless that you don't need me
I have no purpose, don't know what to do.
I have been putting up a selfish fight
Because I am so scared of losing you

I know I am fighting a losing battle
For MY place that is no longer there.
I just wanted to bring you happiness
I wanted to show you how much I care

I guess I don't know what to do
I know you love me and I know you care
It was ME who always needed YOU
I just hope you'll always want me there

I'm sure this "sentimental rant"
Is just annoying and frustrating you
I know that you mean it when you say
"Believe it or not all this hurts me too"

You're right... I AM JEALOUS
Because no matter what I do
I'm not the object of your drifting thoughts
Never again will be the one you choose

Even though it's hard and it hurts,
I know there will be someone new
I hope she APPRECIATES and LOVES you
As much as I do.

Your life is moving forward
New faces and excitement everyday
I'm left somewhere in the dark
Alone and lost, blinded with pain

You are no longer the one I can open up to
Afraid of holding you back if I do
You now have others, exciting new views
Just the past...replaced by someone new

I'm now just someone you used to know
I feel like we are neither friend nor foe
Not sure of what direction will unfold
To much trust and comfort to let go

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you
I guess I don't know when to quit
Thanks for the time you were mine
All our memories...I will never forget