Should Have

I had you for a moment
My gaze held yours as I began to speak
Lips trembling with such anticipation
My walls begin to bend and become weak

You almost had me for a moment
Thought I wouldn't notice it at all
Holding my gaze with such false security
Only merely waiting for my final fall

I should have told you everything
But I just couldn't let myself go
No matter how thin my walls are
They still won't let my true face show

And now that you are gone
I wish I had one more chance to see
Regret is such a painful thorn
Twisting itself deep inside of me

Now you will never know.
Never.