Suicide Thoughts

I wonder what would happen if I went away

What on earth would people say?

I hide behind a mask looking so happy,

When really deep down I feel so crappy.

The thoughts and feelings become so strong

Even though I know the thoughts are wrong.

The pain would end for me alone,

But how would love ones feel looking at my grave stone?

The heavy feeling in my chest won't go away,

I think the feeling is here to stay.

I live on with a little hope

That someday soon I'll be able to cope.