After The Pain

\Covered in shame, these miserable stains,
locked in these chains, I just can't change,
calling your name, feeling the pain,
buried in strain, I'm not okay,
am I to blame, for this memory lane,
going insane, this sure feels strange,
this wasn't my aim, to simply complain,
I've nothing to gain, you've gone away,

After the pain, gets washed away,
what more can I say about that day,
after the hold, you had on my soul,
I've lost all control, I can't let it go,

I've looked deep inside, I've searched just to find,
you left me behind, now I might die,
there's no where to hide, you're haunting my mind,
you always remind, I start to cry,
two worlds collide, when our eyes aligned,
now I can't rewind, I can't even try,
the hurt you've applied, the worst of its kind,
I feel so confined, inside this lie,

After the pain, gets washed away,
what more can I say about that day,
after the hold, you had on my soul,
I've lost all control, I can't let it go,

After the pain, gets washed away,
what more can I say about that day,
after the hold, you had on my soul,
I've lost all control, I can't let it go,

Covered in shame, these miserable stains,
locked in these chains, I just can't change,

After the pain, gets washed away,
what more can I say about that day,
after the hold, you had on my soul,
I've lost all control, I can't let it go,

Am I to blame for this memory lane...