No matter how hard I try I somehow find my self in a dark place.
Mostly I feel numb, not so many emotions
and the few that exist, not so strong
I was once a person who had strong connection with human feelings
but right now I just feel hollow
there isn't anything I can sense
there isn't much stride
all the smile the laughter its all a pretense.
Impossiblity is the instance reaction to most things
hard to accept the positive probability that may exist.
I await for something to pull me out of this dark place
for it isn't a place where you can grow.
it is mostly a place , a captive place, not so much you want to know
Somehow a little , very little, still left in me that says
Dont lose hope,
better times are around the corner cause I have been told
there is always a way.