I'm embracing the pain

I'm embracing the pain,
Filling life in my vein,
Return signals of life,
Like a smile from my wife.

Before I had tears of pain,
Now I know better my stain,
To feel whole just once more,
Even weakness tilt me on the floor.

Waiting for a warm hand to praise,
Crawling in all four to raise,
Deep inside mind and brain,
I'm embracing the pain.