I have so much faith in what you could be for me, what you and I can be together, for one another? but then there you go letting me down again and again
When I'm in your presence all I can do is smile, and strangle you with myself.. I want to always be around you.. I choke you when I'm around, And the look you give me reciprocates that you feel the same.. but then there you go again letting me down...
I constantly throw my hands up in defeat saying "I'm over it, I don't want you" but that's just my mind trying to protect my heart early.. Trying to make me see I'm being foolish into thinking I can fall in love with you and not end up hurt. ..
But your gestures are so sincere, your touch so genuine, your eyes smiling into mine, and that burst of happiness i spread on your lips makes me think otherwise.. But.. Yet again, you let me down .....
No matter how many ways I put it, the countless different approaches I try... I seem to always end up in the same predicament, looking down upon myself, wondering why.
Why?
I can be all you need and more, so I attempt to show you, but I end up looking like a complete fool each time... Just tell it like it is, either you just want to be friends or can I make you mine!?
