My heart is racing and I can't sleep.
The most wonderful night of my life,
where I danced in a parking lot and walked without a limp,
you kissed me like you were sure,now, that you loved me.
yet I still sit here sweating, worrying, crying, praying;
praying to a God I don't even know exists.
From the beginning you predicted our end.
"We shouldn't date", you said.
"I always leave.", you said.
You taught this as an inevitable truth,
but I refuse to believe that.
See, I'm the girl who believes in fairytales;
However, I am far from naive.
There's more to our story than a prince, a ball, and the happily ever after.
I believe in the trolls, the knights, and the evil queens.
I believe that our pasts are our dragons to slay
I knew I loved you the day I saw you.
I've known I've loved you for four years.
For four years I watched you love other women.
I sat back quietly, writing, singing,
hoping there'd be a day you'd hold me like I was your "Forever".
That day has come,
that day is now;
But I cannot forget you're inevitable truth.
