Don't think I was unwise
You might be a wit
But it was my heartfelt that mattered
You never knew what you wanted me to become
You never even noticed, what I was trying to say
You started the war and you won
You felt like you were the king?
But someday you will be broken
When the dust of your heart is falling down
You will start to feel things
When it starts to beat in rhythms
You will remember the beats of mine
When your veins are flooding across your body
You will start crying
For being such rude and careless
For breaking my heart just when it was warming up for you for real
It's never easy to throw the memories out of a good heart
It is the forever dwelling for the thoughts you built up in me
And will never get old and die with the time
I don't know how you feel when you see me now
But me
The inner me is trying to jump and embrace you tight
Still I care
Is this even love?
I don't care
May be I am just waiting
Hiding beside my own self for you to look back at me once
And say that you knew what I became because of you
I want to listen to the real beats of your heart
Speaking the truth that you never understood
To tell me that you were the reason I could never be frank to another
To tell me that you were not strong enough to be true
To say that you were the fault of my heart
But I never hate you
Heal this heart you broke and leave then
Because you are the illusive star
That I still follow
To find my light