It is definitely different from how I usually write. I know that many of the lines and themes were inspired by a certain song, but that's how inspiration always work (for me anyway). The structure is weird. It feels like there are two poems within one, yet without them feeling completely disconnected. Pretty much the only reason I decided to publish it in the first place. Because it's weird. Really weird. Wish I remembered my mindset and when in my life I wrote it.