After months of trying to fix us
I've decided that its best to let go
My brain is begging me to try again
my heart doesn't want to though
My heart reminds me to remember the long nights
the ones that I often spent alone
The ones where I cried myself to sleep
Often times waiting by the phone
But my brain is saying so what
love comes with a dose of pain
what about all the happier times
the sun always came after the rain
The rain my heart laughs
it was more like thunderstorms
he was never there to keep you company
never there to keep you warm
But he made up for that pleads my brain
you know it's worth another try
you just cried about how much you missed him
and how hard it was to say goodbye
It was hard to say good bye reasons my heart
Especially after so many years
but it's not enough to want him back
It doesn't surpass all the tears
tears smears! says my brain
If you love him you'll take him back
its not that simple my hearts chimes in
it doesn't work out like that
so what will you do asks my brain
let him just walk away
he chose to leave my hearts insists
if he wanted to be here, he would've stayed