As I watch her life change without me in it I wonder does she realize in there or am I just something just to have when she is off balance as I stare at her I wonder what she is thinking while she thinks I jut feel pain like I got shot in the heart with a shot gun does she know that I'm here that in her girl I feel that I'm a stranger to her when she looks at me she doesn't recognize me I just cry inside I know she loves me but does she love me so she doesn't hurt me does she wish I was somebody else someone like her phone because that's the only thing that makes her smile laugh and makes her happy as I watch question is why does she do the thins she does knowing it hurts painfully inside like my heart is being pinched.
