As I bleed in silence, laying on my bed
I feel queasy and dizzy,
I'm slipping away, I feel my bed warm and with blood,
I close my eyes for just a moment or two,
That was the last time i thought i would see...
I'm phased, I look down i look down and see y body lying there motionless,
I see a light but i don't want to head towards the pearly gates,
I wish to go down meet Satan himself,
Where it is warmer and i shall be accepted for who and what i am.
I take one last look at my body...
I quiver,
Just as I'm about to leave,
The love of my life rushes in,
But he is to late,
I look at him, he can't see me, i apologise, he can't hear me.
He is so distraught
He lays next to my body,
kisses my warm dead lips,
Takes the blade from my hand
and cuts himself deep,
He died next me.
I never knew he loved me so much,
I regret killing myself as it also killed him,
He didn't deserve someone like me,
He deserved better,
I loved him.
I wish he didn't love me...
So none of us felt this pain
