My friend doesn't tell me anything
when she is sad
or when is mad
or annoyed
i feel like she doesn't tell me because i am useless
she even lies so she doesn't have to tell me
no one ever tells me anything
because i never help anyone
i wish i was more useful in this world
but i am not, i am just god's mistake
i wonder why he made me care so much
when i cant even do anything bout anyone
where i cant even help anyone
what is the point of me living