I so just wanna take a knife
and end my life
i feel like god made a mistake
i just wanna jump in a lake
for everyone's sake
so my friends wouldn't see me
they would be free
free of hurt and sadness
and all my madness
they say that they care
but i know that they don't that i swear
one day i will prepare
to die one day
its what i always say
but i cant think of anything
and that day it will be happy for everything
everyone would be happy
and no one would be sappy
