Drunk and spinning what can I say
I just want feelings to go away
I feel like I'm dying
Yet I fight from crying
Instead I start thinking
Boxing wouldn't be freaking
It might be healthy
But I'm looking for the breaking
Not caring them or I
At least if I
Then I know why
Leaving my guard down
Hoping to feel the knock out
Letting the lights all go out
I might even choose the tunnel
So I no longer follow
False beliefs of ideals
Leaving nothing behind to heal
That way nothings left to feel
And my fate completely sealed
