Should I let this go on any further,
Or should I let this ending begin ?
I just hate when that smile wraps me in such warmth
That I become blind from it again.
The sky isn't as blue as it used to be-
It's now tortured by the storms.
I've been listening wistfully to the raindrops
That reminds me that you're gone.
Should I even try to be happy,
Or like the weather, should I let the pain pour down ?
I just hate when your touch that I love too much sends chills to my spine
But, at the same time, makes me wanna pull all my hair out.
The sun don't shine as bright as it used to-
It's now covered by the grayest of clouds.
I had thought my sanity was intact
But my heart isn't really sure right now.
All you said was to move on,
But I'm not sure of where I am.
You once said you would love me always-
That you're the only one who can forget
And I would have to just understand.
It had to have been real easy for you
To do everything that you thought I could do,
But I assure you I'm not nearly as strong enough
To erase everything from the moment we met.
Seventeen minutes pass the midnight hour-
I was wide awake, watching the sadness of the showers
And I couldn't help but wonder if you wonder about me, too.
Had the thunder of secrets broke us apart ?
Had the lightning simply struck our hearts ?
Could you not stand my rain in the dark ?
