Losing You

Deep down I know
That you're gone forever
But I just don't wanna see
That we will never be together
I can't just forget you
And everything that you did
You changed my life
I'm no longer a kid
And now you're gone for good
And I can't get you back
I have very poor judgement
And your trust I lack
Now you've found someone else
Someone who will treat you right
And can be there next to you
All day and night
You for over me quickly
And found someone better
Now there's no sense in calling you
Or writing you a letter
But I still send my love
I will always do this
But you sending it back
I will truly miss
You treated my right
And i treated you like sh**
I don't exact ally know why
I did all of it
I was trying to find friends
And trying to fit in
But now I've lost you
Now I no longer grin
I cry myself to sleep
Each and every night
This thought of leaving the world
I am trying hard to fight
I never meant to loose you
Never meant to break your heart
I didn't want to hurt you
And didn't want to part
But I did a stupid thing
And you've Left me all alone
Can't talk to you anywhere
Not even on the phone
I start to break down
When I hear your voice
If I could do it all again
I would change my choice
But I can't go back now
Can't change what I did
But I truly am sorry
For acting like a kid