Lost Soul

He was so dear to me,
An amazing friend and helpful soul,
Why couldn't we agree to disagree?
Now my heart has a gapping hole.

RyRy is what I used to call him,
His smile used to light up my whole day,
These days are quite grim,
I had so much more to say.

I loved you but you never believed me,
I cared for you and now you're gone,
Can't you hear my helpless plea?!
Now this life just drags on.

My love for you was incredibly strong,
Why couldn't you see that I loved you?
I have never meant to do you any wrong,
I swear that my love was true.

But you committed suicide without saying goodbye,
You left me completely broken and in dismay,
I hope you are having fun up in that blue sky,
I will see you again some day.