What did i do

As I'm here in your body,
I hear all you say,
About why you were keeping me
Did i mean so little to you?
Not even worthy
Of betraying your mother

All I wanted was to be loved,
Not only by my
Would have been daddy,
Or my grandmommy,
auntie and Granddaddy
But also by you mommy
Like i loved you
Right up to your abortion
Hoping you'd forgive me
For whatever i did wrong
In the past life
I'll never remember

I wanna grow up,
And have a family
I promise I'll never betray you
If you were just to let me live
But even if you don't
I love you from heaven
Cos you gave me
Life, even if you gave it away.