Trying Not To Think About It!!

Why am I thinking so much
About the day that you'll leave me?
We've only been three days together
And sometimes that moment is all I can see.
The time we've had together so far
Has been all that I hoped it would
But I can't seem to forget July 18th
Although I know that I should...
Just having you here in our house
Making tea, and banging around
Makes me realize how quiet things will be
When I don't hear that Craig sound...
The Beatles playing on the radio
'Hiya baby' whispered in my ear
You softly breathing in bed at night
Just being there, calming my fear.
How do I let you leave again?
How do I let my heart not break?
How do we wait that six long months?
How much are we expected to take?
I know it will be worth it all in the end
And I should just enjoy this time and will try
Because each time I think of you leaving
Tears well up in my eyes as though I would cry
Thank God for this blessing..this two weeks
That we have together to share
One day I'll open my eyes, see your ring and know
That you'll always forever now be right there.

I love you sweetheart, going to forget about our parting now and enjoy the fact that we're blissfully together for almost two weeks yet...I couldn't bare it any other way. Kisses, cuddles, LOVE babe...xxxMich