Living in my own darkness

At night in the darkest corners of my mind i plot and wonder and pray to my good god to keep us all safe, for which the darkness that im living in doesn't come and take me away, tho! Sometimes im hoping it sweeps me up off my tired feet to take me far till you can't see no more light coming from new days, so i pray and i pray for my soul to keep, scared out of my mind i help myself from trying to weep, instead i start withering away as days pass me by while trying to grip my own reality into my own two hands, trying not let my little bit of life i have left in me slip away from between my fingertips, living in a darkness i can't no longer escape, heart and soul yelling and screaming to please GOD SAVE ME from this darkness that's eating me alive from the inside-out.....favi