I feel like i should trust her
but i know i cant
she complains when someone else lies
yet she lies a lot too
she said her friend says sorry
but never means it
tho shes herself barely apologizes
but i don't know
i should trust her
there aren't only bad things
there is good in the friendship too
tho it doesn't seem or act like it
she does care
she doesn't want me dead
and she still wants to be friends
but from all her lying
how can i trust her
she said as long its not hurting me
its okay to lie
but she doesn't know that it does
and it hurts deep inside
that i cant even trust her sometimes
she told me like two years ago
that i shouldn't trust her
i told her i would
but now that trust is fading
like the light when it gets darker
