I love poetry, words people use to express their emotion/thoughts ..-people could make impacts with poetry but this was different too me.. i could really tell you are a poet :) a good one too... I love the idea of this poem...the whole smuggling part was especially interesting...a cool way of thinking about someone gets inside with bad intentions

after all that, you know its not where u belong..awesome poem.

I think for should be far? Not sure. But it seems like it would read better that way.

What an interesting metaphor though. With drama it's hard to get away from like depression. Rumors can be a deadly trait. For people judge you without getting to know you. I do like how you seemed to compare your life to a boat though. How drama can take the wheel so to speak. And drift you off course to somewhere you don't belong. Overboard is great because it seems like no one wants you and without it, you become free. Great write.