Maybe I am crazy,
Or maybe that's just what being hurt does to you.
And being lied to.
Being used
and avoided
and ignored
and b r o k e n.
That's what crying every day for months does.
And feeling bitter and worthless.
You're not crazy; you're human.
You're a human with a heart -
A big one that is so full of love to share with anyone you feel deserves it.
And you're a human with a conscience.
With feelings.
And sometimes you just don't know how to handle those feelings because
You're happy then
You're sad then
You're angry and
You feel impulsive and
Wild and
You want to scream
You want to yell
I HATE YOU AND WHAT YOU'VE MADE ME BECOME
But what they'll tell you is that
You're crazy.
Get over it,
They'll say.
Move on,
They'll say.
You're crazy,
But you're not.
