How i feel

I began my journey in search of true love and looked to the sky, for strength from above If love is so great. You changed my world with a blink of an eye that is something that I can't deny. The love and understanding you have is something I have searched for my entire life. Always in my happiest and saddest moments, you are my best friend. I know i can come to you for everything, and you listen to me without judgment. Every morning when I wake up, you're the first thing that comes to mind, and every time I try to talk, your name is the first thing my mouth can find. When I sit down and try to relax, an image of you pops in my head, and at night when I try to sleep, you're all I think about while I'm in bed. Every time I try to do something, I'm always thinking about you, and I wish for one day I can see, if you think about me too. I can't explain the way you make me feel, but I swear it feels so right, and more than ever I just wish, I can hold you throughout the night. I just can't find the way to express my love for you. You are just amazing in everything you do. The time I spend with you is the best I've ever had and you always know how to help me when it's me who's feeling sad I don't know how to say this but I'll do my best and try and I just want you to know that you Carolyn, are the perfect girl you make me feel so special you make me feel so right and if I had it my way I would always hold you tight I hope that I don't lose you I pray to god each day because as long as you are here I can push my pain away I love you oh so much and that I know is true because no matter what I do I can't keep my eyes off you I hope we are together for time and time to come cause I need you in my life to change who I've become. When we first met I didn't think it was possible to be loved by someone like you. So full of hope and dreams I know this couldn't be true. The way u held onto me you always called me boo, made sure I always smiled and laughed when I was around you made me feel so special. I just watched as are love grew, I felt so wanted so adored my heart beats just for you, so special you are no one believe in me like you. You are the one who bring me my true love and I need you to breathe, because you are my drug and I can't get enough of your hugs or your touch. When I'm without you I'm lost in the dark without love. I'll fight for you yes I will do, to prove to you how much. I will fight to win this first place to your heart, I'll fight for you no matter what. For you I would walk all around the world and back just to see you for one minute. I would go to hell and back just for you. All you have to do is say my name and I will come running fast as I can go. I love you like nothing has ever been loved before. This is not a fling not a crush it just true pure love for you Carolyn. You make me feel like I have a purpose in life and I have something to live for Carolyn your what I have been waiting all my life for.. Carolyn for you there's nothing I won't do to see you happy. Every day you save my life even if you don't realize it you do. Babe I will hold a bomb for you to protect you I will die for you that's how much I love. I know I'm very hard to love but i do my best to love you the best I can. For you I would give you my last breath of life just to know you will live one second longer. For you I would give you the last bit of food I had to make you happy. If you were in the worst pain in the world I will ask god to take it from you and give it to me just to make you painless and feel better. I would stand in front of a bullet for you. That's how much I love you I would do all these things for you because my love is so deep for you and everything I do is for you.
Carolyn you mean the world to me. I know you need time but this guy loves you so much and if you can't see this. Boo boo I just wish I can have you back to where I'm next to you, kissing you holding you I love you more than life itself
Love , Tim